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上msn第一样 看你有没上线 什么状态
想和你聊天 却每次都犹豫不决 怕打扰你
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我就快疯了！！真的好想就一次过哭完 大声的哭出来。。

对不起。。我还爱你。。

exhausted..

last day at seri setia.. aww~
lol just one photo.. haha!

exhausted.. hooo~~~~~
after tuition nii and i straight away
strolled to the clothes stall..
everything was there lol~
we went to the shoes store too..
visited to contact lenses shop? lol
just took the brochures there..
that people gave me i then took it..
and pass it to nii.. haha~ =P
coz if i took it i am confident that
eventually all the brochures
will be inside the dustbin.. haha!

exhausted.. hoooo~~~~~
coz it was my first time
back from seri setia on foot.. lol~
but luckily nii was there with me~
we chat while walk~ muackkkkk~ haha!
without u i cant get to back home for true..
hehe.. u know de la i this stupid..
cant recognized which roads de.. =P

today i took a very longlong time
inside the bathroom.. lol....
it is the only way to express myself..
coz i am the only one in there..

3 subs past~~ wiuh wiuh~

ho~ spm finally coming..
haha so happy coz finished 3 subjects~
bm damn easy.. confirm got A
bi easy too.. ok la A also
and sej.. not so hard too.. i think can A
lol all As~ how come all As one =P haha!!
i hope the next next and all papers
i can do the same.. best~

but today wasted whole day..
just for eat sleep and wakeup eat..
and now fb-ing msn-ing and blogging..
haha no wonder how come i never feel scare
for the exam.. even from the start..
i kept telling nii why i no fear..
why i no nervous blablabla..
haha odd thing to happen on me~
anyhow good luck in exam~ ^^
GAMBATTE neeee~~~~~~~

relied on feel?

we cannot just rely on
the feeling of love..
but use our true heart
to love someone we love..
in case we love someone
just coz of our feeling..
we will find a separate one day..
when we've got no feeling to her/him
perhaps.. you are the one
who loved me coz of your feeling..
without your true heart..
hurt-ed....

,,,,,

12.22 midnight..
i listening songs..
i crying..

oh my sky~~

today thundering like hell..
just like earthquake..
terribly horrible..
the thunder just seems
like in front of the balcony..
my two brothers and i scared like..
haha! we three covered ears
and ran into the room.. lol~
then accidentally fall in sleep..
hehehe~ what a raining day..
feel so good to sleep lol =P

study group~

study group with nii and ahlaw~
at mcdonald there after finish school..
actually chatting is more than studying?
lol we have done some addmaths..
and some biology.. ahlaw taught.. lol
he so pro la we girls also cant understand
what the menstruation actually is..
yet how is the process of it.. lol
no wonder he can understand it..
i laughed damn alot today.. haha
especially the reproduction syllabus..
damn funny la haiyo.. =P

i tired yet cold..

whole day biology class..
morning 10 to evening 6..
total energy used up..
extremely exhausted..
after back from tuition centre
directly lied on bed and slept..
then about 9 got up..
bath and had my dinner..
i feel really very cold today..
just keep shivering after bath..
even now.. sighhh..

why..

i no hate him but at times
i will felt furious when think of him..
why dont i scold him..
why dont i blame him..
but used to choose a quiet end..
without any more words..

habit..

online but appearing offline..
it became my habit now..
i am just petrify..
sit at there..
and seeing your status..
watching your available status..
change to busy status..
away status..
off..
i know.. u gotta say i am stupid..
and i think so..

sleepy.. aww~

evening ahlaw phoned me..
almost 6 calls..
to take the karangan book..
but i was in sleep.. lol
luckily at last i heard it rang.. haha

paiseh la~ need he waiting lol
but he saw my sleepy look.. haiyo~
yet had a drink with him..
from 5 to 7.. haha!
first time took 2 hours
to drink something.. = =

at last he accompany me to go home..
raining some more..
haiyo.. ok la! gentleman~ lol
gentle gentle gentle man~ haha!

hwaiting!

yesterday i have done the revision..
the sej subject for the whole day..
it seems quite easy..
but it was quite hard.. lol
i donlike sej perhaps..

today i gotta revise phy..
sigh~ phy again..
nowadays i kept revised
either phy or bio..
phy bio phy bio~~
again and again..
really feel a little bored..
but have to do so..

ga yao la! u~ my frens~

waste~

today read nothing..
i was petrified..
just sat on sofa and
saw previous messages..
all the previous messages
that he sent me..
cried but nothing..
i was all fine.

are you..?

why everytime
when i am fragile..
i am weak..
i will miss u much..
i will wan u more..
just like yesterday night..
i really feel need you with me..
...................................
...................................
will you miss me?
really donhave?
really look me as your fren..
or you will still care about me?

you're not..

argggh.. my brain..
something problem.. lol
today keep say wrong things..
and laughed by bros..
eee i've been bully by them..
sigh~ evening headache too..
telling myself..
you're not in my brain~~
you're not in my brain~~
you're not in my brain~~!!!

available.. cant u see?

ask me out for fun?
alone with u somemore?
lol.. i donhave time to fun..

haizz..
u never chat with me at all..
even a little conversation also no..
every time online and waiting..
every time see u until turn offline..
i continue stay available..
continue waiting..
but one word also dont have..

sorry? what's tat...

yesterday night..
i make Feng unhappy..
he asked me the weird question..
is tat guy looks better than him?
i donknow what he wanna asked..
then just left it no reply him..

then he showed his unhappy..
i comfort him..
ask him to tell me the reason..
i damn tired.. he replied so slow..
and i fall asleep already..

today morning saw his msg..
i really cant get what he gotta mean..
i angry.. he said sorry, his false..

frankly i so scare someone
to say sorry to me after that matter..
i scare sorry!!.. it hurts me..
i cry.. i am thinking of u..
wanna let u know..
wanna msg u..
but i know u will just reply me coldly..

birthday~

happy birthday to ahlawlaw haha..
today celebrated his birthday
with many many frens~
all guys.. just 5 girls.. lol
at 4 season there..
and then go wangsa walk sing k..
birthday boy is the last person
go home.. alone somemore..
haha have abit boring tired
but happy day with they all~
happy birthday la ahlaw!!!

blessing~

today at tuition there..
i heard kad said
he will so miss nii after today..
coz they just left one day
to meet each other before spm..

so pity but felt they two so happiness..
coz can still with each other..
love each other..
care each other..

envy~~
haha but feel happy to them~
hoped they two will still
contact with each other and
love each other even after spm~
blessing~ muacks~

damn burger!!!

whole day stomachache..
just coz of that small burger
i have eaten yesterday night..

morning wanna go hggghgg de
but lack of time ordy.. almost 6.. cant..
to school then immediately ran to toilet..
omg! go toilet and go toilet and toilet..
i gotta going crazy ordy..
so many times donknow what to hggg..
luckily stopped before recess..

but then after recess it came again..
but this time i deserved it..
coz i ate sambal blak..
i donknow i cant eat..
bought ordy then nii say cant eat..

haiyo.. so stupid oo..
whole day at school uncomfortable..
sigh.. toenail broken too..
an unlucky day.. really..