Friday, December 31, 2010

enjoying and joyful!!

today went out at 10am to pavilion and back at 9pm..
lol what an exhausted but happy day with u~
we have our love~ eat! haha! and two horror movies~
one is death bell bloody camp and another one is my ex-haunted lover~
both are horror movies but they were not horrible at all lol..
coz i never shout at all for this time~ suprising~ haha!
but the most terrifying thing is u! stupid~
who was always finding chance to tease and frighten me!
hehehehehe~ today outing i didnt use any penny haha! u paid it all~ =P
u asked me to treat u even more expensive for the next time lol certainly~
but it is in my 'expensive'~ hahaha! bleh~

the time with u today seems flies extremely fast as unusual..
in monorel station we missed many turns.. intentionally lol..
and i did feel that i was saying words in perceptual with depressed feeling..
i felt sad especially the time when we gotta be apart.. the time u gotta leave..
i was really heavy-hearted to separate with u..
coz i really like the time with u.. comfortable and feeling good always..
frankly i have cried.. just a little bit.. under control haha.. but u didnt know la..
i worry that u will be change to another person after several months..
then the feelings between us could be change as well..
but u have told me that u wouldnt.. and i believe u for sure haha!
that was what u said ha stupid! u must remember it! phew~

Thursday, December 30, 2010

disappointed...

yesterday outing but we were not well today..
why we can change so fast in a very short time huh?
u angry at me but i really cant understand wat u angry of..
that is no point to angry what.. somemore u angry at me!
that is me u know??!! i donlike people just angry at me without anything!
i donhave reply your message so what?
i cant have my own things to do?
i cant have my things to busy or cant u just leave any spaces for me?
i am not fixed for u to occupy my time or even my day..
i have the right to not reply to your message!
yesterday u asked me things about him and him..
what if the guy told u that he still love u and wan u to come back to him?
how u recognized and seems being so close to him?
why u have so many topics to talk and say to other guys?
do u have so many male frens and always outing with them?
all u asked i have answered it one by one..
and today very early in the morning.. (for me)
u just kept on asking me do i forget your exist that i was message with him..
i have no reply and u just said that u felt tired..
the worst is that u said that i was changed!! i changed? what i changed? i didnt!
u kept on and on saying that i dont need u coz i have him to accompany..
yet i care him more than u.. yea i do.. so wat?
later message saying we should stop messageing with each other anymore..
wth is that!? i just felt like something hit my head and straightaway said byebye..
that is all.. without my further asking and knowing or even understanding..
i just gotta tell u that i have my own lifestyle and my own frens..
u have no right to control me.. i did feel upset of your behaviour like that..
yet i was angry.. really angry for this time!!
u said i dont care about u.. i dont! i do care about u..
just i do care other people too.. i sighed! haizzz..

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

sweat~

i went out with feng gorgor today..
one to one lol.. second outing with him..
and the most important thing i must say! hehe~
i went there chowkit monorel by my own!! phew~
my first time ever.. but i hoped no next time lol..
i reached there and looking for him..
message came that telling he was reached..
i trying so hard to find him and that time was.. omg!
i was sweating profusely..just coz of frightened..
am i going to the wrong station.. huh? fancies around head..
i scared scared.. really fear of it.. i was just oneself..
and there was no one with me.. T.T
that time i did hoped u are there with me.. really..
and i regretted that i refused your accompany lol..
but eventually he found me..
damn! he was just at the other side.. no fate ha!
at timesquare we shopping around eat and sing k~
boring? erm still ok la.. just maybe it will be better if that was u with me haha
coz u more stupid compared with me haha! can bully u wat~ =P lol
and luckily he accompany me to go back home~
again~ what a gentleman~ lol~
and right now i gotta take back my words~
i do not regret not having your accompany~ bleh! haha!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

you were deleted!

i dreamed of him again..
it will be the last time perhaps..
though sometimes i will think of him..
though every times missing him my heart will pain each time..
but i believed that it was just temporarily
and it will be end one day..
i deeply believing it..
and here, i gonna tell him that he will be regret it!
the choice that he made to let go my hand!
i do happy that u made your decision like that!
thank you and greatly grateful!
there was no any second time or chance for me
to have a crush on u to love u again in my life!
coz second time for me will be just the same thing..
from now on u have been deleted! from me. won xue.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Dong Zhi~

















yesterday was a BIG day -- Dong Zhi~
morning we all having tang yuen~ muackkkkk!
i was one year older then.. lol~
at night my home was super busy and noisy..
here baby crying there baby beating some stuff..
waah.. it was crazily terrible.. haha!
the worse is i was shouting here and there wahahaha!! =P
coz nobody can hear me already.. bustling with noise.. lol
small house but full of people i do like that festal..
simple yet happy~☺
had a happy day and night with my family! ❤

Monday, December 20, 2010

20th of dec... happy b'day..

today got up about 7 in the morning..
went for the car learning session..
it used up about 5 hours i think..
one word i can say.. boring! = =
and in that room just got 4 chinese..
omg.. all malays.. i wondered was that
a malay's car learning session? lol..

at there i have known a new friend name pei yii.
a lenglui haha~ =P i like her smile~ so sweet..
if i am a guy i will certainly attracted by her lol..
about 4.30 i returned home.. finally.. my home!!! haha!
maybe the boring class brought tiredness..
yesterday night i have not enough sleep somemore..
haha! today gonna sleep early! phew~

today.. 20 of december.. his birthday..
yesterday night i've got sent him a birthday message..
about 10pm something..
and what i hoped was he will reply my message..
but unfortunately i dont get his reply though i waited until 12..
perhaps his phone was out of money?
i donknow but at that time i did felt angry..
do u really don wanna talk chat or msg me at all?
do u really wanna ignore me for ever?
to be friend.. that was what u said to me..
but right now i do feel i am not even a stranger for u..
i was more strange than the strangers did..
i really cant understand why u gonna treat me like that
and i think i will never ever know the answer from u..

Sunday, December 19, 2010

difficult sleep

i've got swollen eyes today.. lol
i donknow when i got sleep..
but just knowing that i cried..
pillow was all wet..
my heart was strongly pain..
all through the night things.. memories
that i was being with him were all flooding back..
i just cant control myself from being not to cry..
so i just cried.. for nothing.. haha.. stupid!
moreover i asked kad not to be cry and be strong
but tat was me.. the one who cry.. lol?

it has been 2 months that i live without u in my life..
and this past 2 months i rejected two people..
the most recently refusal was yesterday night..
that night i was thought of am i still loving him?
is that i havent been able to get out of him from my heart?
or i am afraid.. afraid to be hurt again by someone else..
as i know i can be strong always.. but i feel scared..
i need someone to love me to care about me to worry about me
really wanna someone can hold me can hug me in his arms..
i just need someone like that.. but i scared..
a stupid coward i am.. extremely stupid!!
i scare at last i will still facing the same consequence
that u will leave me alone just with tat three words.. 'i am sorry'..
i was scared enough of that.. that was really really painful..

thank you.. i believe i will be able to let go the past as fast as i can..
value the present and facing the future.. =P *wink*

Thursday, December 16, 2010

BBQ haha!

wine~ lol my first time to try on it too~
taste not bad~ goodgood~ haha =P
but the feeling after u have drank it..
it was hot inside.. lol~ anyhow good try haha!








































SPM OVER!!! ohohoh~~~~~
yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!

the cake is for spm over lol~ coffee flavour ahha~

hahaha! my first time to try on how the bbq actually is.. it is smoky and hot~ but i have fun yesterday night hehe~

almost 11pm.. back home with happy mood yet tired body.. hehe! again.. 12 then sleep..
recently not yet 12 also wont go to bed oioi..
so scare leh pimplessss~~ << enermy ever lol =P

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

a FUNFUN day!! haha!

yea~ mummum~~ hehe snowflake! ^^

friends~~~~~~

and friends~~~~~~~~


bear omg!!!! so many!! ahha!!

pavilion~ ringring bell~ haha
all christmas trees~ so beautiful ha~








redbox~ i like the christmas socks more haha!

Friday, December 10, 2010

she..

recently she always dream of him..
in dream they both are quiet.. she crying..
she know that was the past that was the ending..
she even swore not to cry anymore coz of him..
but she just cant.. feel helpless.. anyone helps?
she was just asking for help..

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

bio..a hard-past day!

fark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the bio paper 3 experiment..
what the hell is that..
cant even understand what it wan..
grrrr...!!! just simply created one..
same to paper 2 too..
extremely hard!!!
half-know the questions and
half-know the answers.. lol
what i pray now is..
dont get a C enough..! =P

today 'throw' books back to school.. haha!
heavy yet it scratch me?
it hurts me!! my hand!! eee!!! =(

Thursday, December 2, 2010

yay!

so fast.. left 3 subjects!! =P
mon maths = damnx1000 easy~
tue moral = easy too~~
wed addmaths = very easyeasy~
today phy = lost my confident.. lol
coz paper 2 i felt quite hard.. sigh!
when in exam paper 2 i almost sleep
coz stay very longer time in answering questions..

i wonder why i cant be like others..
they can almost wholeday no sleep just to do revision..
oh my god!!.. i heard it and just = ="
i cant! almost everyday back home then sleep..
dont say i pig! phew~ lol
exam time = sleep twice one day.. haha!
anyhow gambatte for the next 3 subjects!
bio che and bc.. ga yao la~~~

yesterday starting abit coughing..
today seems more serious haha..
feel umcomfortable rightnow..
i go sleep lezzzz..

Sunday, November 28, 2010

T^T

上msn第一样 看你有没上线 什么状态
想和你聊天 却每次都犹豫不决 怕打扰你
上facebook第一样 看你有没最近更新
想要留言 却怕你不喜欢 怕你会删除掉
我就快疯了!!真的好想就一次过哭完 大声的哭出来。。

对不起。。我还爱你。。

Friday, November 26, 2010

exhausted..
















last day at seri setia.. aww~
lol just one photo.. haha!

exhausted.. hooo~~~~~
after tuition nii and i straight away
strolled to the clothes stall..
everything was there lol~
we went to the shoes store too..
visited to contact lenses shop? lol
just took the brochures there..
that people gave me i then took it..
and pass it to nii.. haha~ =P
coz if i took it i am confident that
eventually all the brochures
will be inside the dustbin.. haha!

exhausted.. hoooo~~~~~
coz it was my first time
back from seri setia on foot.. lol~
but luckily nii was there with me~
we chat while walk~ muackkkkk~ haha!
without u i cant get to back home for true..
hehe.. u know de la i this stupid..
cant recognized which roads de.. =P

today i took a very longlong time
inside the bathroom.. lol....
it is the only way to express myself..
coz i am the only one in there..

Thursday, November 25, 2010

3 subs past~~ wiuh wiuh~

ho~ spm finally coming..
haha so happy coz finished 3 subjects~
bm damn easy.. confirm got A
bi easy too.. ok la A also
and sej.. not so hard too.. i think can A
lol all As~ how come all As one =P haha!!
i hope the next next and all papers
i can do the same.. best~

but today wasted whole day..
just for eat sleep and wakeup eat..
and now fb-ing msn-ing and blogging..
haha no wonder how come i never feel scare
for the exam.. even from the start..
i kept telling nii why i no fear..
why i no nervous blablabla..
haha odd thing to happen on me~
anyhow good luck in exam~ ^^
GAMBATTE neeee~~~~~~~

Sunday, November 21, 2010

relied on feel?

we cannot just rely on
the feeling of love..
but use our true heart
to love someone we love..
in case we love someone
just coz of our feeling..
we will find a separate one day..
when we've got no feeling to her/him
perhaps.. you are the one
who loved me coz of your feeling..
without your true heart..
hurt-ed....

Saturday, November 20, 2010

,,,,,

12.22 midnight..
i listening songs..
i crying..

Thursday, November 18, 2010

oh my sky~~

today thundering like hell..
just like earthquake..
terribly horrible..
the thunder just seems
like in front of the balcony..
my two brothers and i scared like..
haha! we three covered ears
and ran into the room.. lol~
then accidentally fall in sleep..
hehehe~ what a raining day..
feel so good to sleep lol =P

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

study group~

study group with nii and ahlaw~
at mcdonald there after finish school..
actually chatting is more than studying?
lol we have done some addmaths..
and some biology.. ahlaw taught.. lol
he so pro la we girls also cant understand
what the menstruation actually is..
yet how is the process of it.. lol
no wonder he can understand it..
i laughed damn alot today.. haha
especially the reproduction syllabus..
damn funny la haiyo.. =P

Sunday, November 14, 2010

i tired yet cold..

whole day biology class..
morning 10 to evening 6..
total energy used up..
extremely exhausted..
after back from tuition centre
directly lied on bed and slept..
then about 9 got up..
bath and had my dinner..
i feel really very cold today..
just keep shivering after bath..
even now.. sighhh..

Saturday, November 13, 2010

why..

i no hate him but at times
i will felt furious when think of him..
why dont i scold him..
why dont i blame him..
but used to choose a quiet end..
without any more words..

Friday, November 12, 2010

habit..

online but appearing offline..
it became my habit now..
i am just petrify..
sit at there..
and seeing your status..
watching your available status..
change to busy status..
away status..
off..
i know.. u gotta say i am stupid..
and i think so..

Thursday, November 11, 2010

sleepy.. aww~

evening ahlaw phoned me..
almost 6 calls..
to take the karangan book..
but i was in sleep.. lol
luckily at last i heard it rang.. haha

paiseh la~ need he waiting lol
but he saw my sleepy look.. haiyo~
yet had a drink with him..
from 5 to 7.. haha!
first time took 2 hours
to drink something.. = =

at last he accompany me to go home..
raining some more..
haiyo.. ok la! gentleman~ lol
gentle gentle gentle man~ haha!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

hwaiting!

yesterday i have done the revision..
the sej subject for the whole day..
it seems quite easy..
but it was quite hard.. lol
i donlike sej perhaps..

today i gotta revise phy..
sigh~ phy again..
nowadays i kept revised
either phy or bio..
phy bio phy bio~~
again and again..
really feel a little bored..
but have to do so..

ga yao la! u~ my frens~

Monday, November 8, 2010

waste~

today read nothing..
i was petrified..
just sat on sofa and
saw previous messages..
all the previous messages
that he sent me..
cried but nothing..
i was all fine.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

are you..?

why everytime
when i am fragile..
i am weak..
i will miss u much..
i will wan u more..
just like yesterday night..
i really feel need you with me..
...................................
...................................
will you miss me?
really donhave?
really look me as your fren..
or you will still care about me?

Saturday, November 6, 2010

you're not..

argggh.. my brain..
something problem.. lol
today keep say wrong things..
and laughed by bros..
eee i've been bully by them..
sigh~ evening headache too..
telling myself..
you're not in my brain~~
you're not in my brain~~
you're not in my brain~~!!!

Friday, November 5, 2010

available.. cant u see?

ask me out for fun?
alone with u somemore?
lol.. i donhave time to fun..

haizz..
u never chat with me at all..
even a little conversation also no..
every time online and waiting..
every time see u until turn offline..
i continue stay available..
continue waiting..
but one word also dont have..

Thursday, November 4, 2010

sorry? what's tat...

yesterday night..
i make Feng unhappy..
he asked me the weird question..
is tat guy looks better than him?
i donknow what he wanna asked..
then just left it no reply him..

then he showed his unhappy..
i comfort him..
ask him to tell me the reason..
i damn tired.. he replied so slow..
and i fall asleep already..

today morning saw his msg..
i really cant get what he gotta mean..
i angry.. he said sorry, his false..

frankly i so scare someone
to say sorry to me after that matter..
i scare sorry!!.. it hurts me..
i cry.. i am thinking of u..
wanna let u know..
wanna msg u..
but i know u will just reply me coldly..

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

birthday~


happy birthday to ahlawlaw haha..
today celebrated his birthday
with many many frens~
all guys.. just 5 girls.. lol
at 4 season there..
and then go wangsa walk sing k..
birthday boy is the last person
go home.. alone somemore..
haha have abit boring tired
but happy day with they all~
happy birthday la ahlaw!!!

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

blessing~

today at tuition there..
i heard kad said
he will so miss nii after today..
coz they just left one day
to meet each other before spm..

so pity but felt they two so happiness..
coz can still with each other..
love each other..
care each other..

envy~~
haha but feel happy to them~
hoped they two will still
contact with each other and
love each other even after spm~
blessing~ muacks~

Monday, November 1, 2010

damn burger!!!

whole day stomachache..
just coz of that small burger
i have eaten yesterday night..

morning wanna go hggghgg de
but lack of time ordy.. almost 6.. cant..
to school then immediately ran to toilet..
omg! go toilet and go toilet and toilet..
i gotta going crazy ordy..
so many times donknow what to hggg..
luckily stopped before recess..

but then after recess it came again..
but this time i deserved it..
coz i ate sambal blak..
i donknow i cant eat..
bought ordy then nii say cant eat..

haiyo.. so stupid oo..
whole day at school uncomfortable..
sigh.. toenail broken too..
an unlucky day.. really..

Sunday, October 31, 2010

i pray..

today i got up very early.. about 5am
not insomnia.. but just cant sleep..
looked through the window..
and inadvertently saw a lot of smoke..
smoke and fire.. near the lake there..
it was horribly terrific.. scary..
i prayed no one injured or death in that fire..
i felt scared.. at that time.. i need him..

Saturday, October 30, 2010

admirer or lover?

girls generation's new song
HOOT really so nice! i like it~
so perfect their mv~ haha
they all so lengleng~ i like them!

but i've got a weird feeling..
be your admirer or lover?
which one is better? admirer i chose..
it is so good to be an idol
or an admirer of u..
coz u will never ever feel bored of them
and love them forever..

Sunday, October 17, 2010

immortal..

today at tuition there..
shared some photos with nii..
but she accidentally saw his photos..
i immediately stopped her..
they all still in there..
never thinking wanna delete it all..
the thing that i showed in standby..
at there still..
before i really got deleted it..
but after that i wrote it back..
maybe i am accustom it to be there..
all things about u and me should changed..
but i didnt.. i dont wan..
though i know i shouldnt..
what to do.. en?..
crying.. it is superfluous..
every night before closing my eyes..
u appear.. it automatically tears..
try not to think of u but i just cant.
like to pretend..
just continue pretending it doesnt matter..
i should be strong..

Saturday, October 16, 2010

...

still loving u..
still missing u..
i know i shouldn't..

Monday, July 5, 2010

please forgive me..i caused u hurt and pain

我该怎么办呢
你还是对我很冷
我已经尽量溶化那冷
可是好像都没效
我头很疼 很乱
我心。。很痛。。

我们平时 冷战
都只是 一两天而已
可是这次的 好多天了。。
几时才会结束呢

之前 我真的对你很冷
甚至不想去理你
我后悔。。真的不知道 会搞到酱的
弄到你 那么的伤心 痛心。。
你说 你对冷 麻木了
我看了 真的都快要。。
不要对我麻木 好吗?
我不要。。我需要你
真的需要你。。

我对你说 心里好空 没感觉。。
我不是说对你没感觉
我真的 还是那么爱你
只是 真的太冷了。。
要你尝试 把我当朋友酱
或许 会融化那冷呢。。
哎!我真的不懂要怎么办
要怎么样 才能化解。。
脑袋很乱很乱 眼睛。。也好累。。

我知道 我时常说错话
让你伤心 难过
我知道 我脾气也不好
一点小事 就会开始不爽
就算 有时没事 心情不好时
也会向你乱发脾气 乱不爽

你一直 都在包容我
什么事情 都迁就着我
我一直都知道
你对我很好
我真的 都知道。。

你只是需要我
只是要我 陪着你
酱简单的东西 我都做不好。。
我真的 很气自己!
气我这个没用的笨蛋
为什么就不对你体贴多一些
为什么我就不会 包容你多一些

我错了。。
lg 原谅我 好吗
我好想 就抱着你 那样的说
不要对我那么冷了 好吗
我不会再那样了。。

我知道lg很难受
因为 有我这个酱难搞的女友。。
让lg的心 受伤了
我真的真的错了。。
lg心里的那冷冰。。
能快些溶化吗
我。。也好难受。。
少了你的陪伴 我真的
真的不行。。
我对你 依旧没变过
一直都一样。。
lg 我爱你。

Thursday, February 25, 2010

sighed..

i dont have online
for about 3 days
coz i was in bad mood..
i just keep doing homework
after came back from school or tuition
as an escape from thinking too much..

i thought i can keep away from it
but.. i cant!! so today online
but we just chat a little..
i really prefer you from start to end
chat with me.. annoy me.. bother me.. angry me..
i more like you do like that to me
really...!!
you silent i really very scare = =

Friday, February 12, 2010

2nd ponteng ^O^

i absent today ·· =o="
coz no one call me to wake up~

my mom forgot that i've school
but she suddenly remember it
then she immediately get me up

but it was already 6am
bus must be already leave···
so i aint go to school today~
and i sleep late till 10.30am ^^
heheh~~ =P

da bendan~
saw your blog jor~
tomorrow then i go to my grandpa's house
not today~ coz got tuition ma
and i'll be back on sunday~ ^O^

WOW CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!~

Saturday, February 6, 2010

i care you...

today night chat with bendan
but we end up our conversation with sadness...
coz i said something sensitive to him...

you just go on and go on to say sorry to me
and said that was your false
and sorry to make me angry...

i know, is me... my false to start that topic
so i dont wanna you to say sorry to me

and you said to me not to angry
but actually i feel sad more...
coz i can felt that you're sad also

from now on
i know one thing
that's .. i really care about you.

And thanks to yoongjun
to hear my sadness and alot of rubbish things.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

stupid~

yesterday chat with him
someone stupid~


cheeww~
how dare you called me bendan!
and the worse is ---
you add a 'da' in front of the bendan!(>e<)
you then called yourself 'xiao' bendan
let me be the worse··· HENG!~

i really never think that you're so smart one
but it's for sometimes only~ haha! =X

perhaps i'll get angry
if other ppl call me bendan
NO! is DA BENDAN!
you lucky! if not···
haha! ni si ding la!

---------------------------------------------
llac ot uoy rof tsuj eman siht nadneb ad

Saturday, January 23, 2010

'' Ponteng Day ''

Today, ponteng···
I dont wanna ponteng indeed
but i've had to do so.

Yesterday night,
back from tuition and i got in home at 8.30pm
I took a bath
and immediately went to my aunt's house
to celebrate my cousin's birthday
his 3-year-old birthday~

But we went back early
'coz my mom knew that I was completely exhausted
Yup! I am!!
then we got back at 11pm.
After that I straight away went to tidy my bag
and tomorrow is gotongroyong day
so i need to find my tracksuit for it

But what i found out was --- my tracksuit, not yet washing!
Then i asked my brother to lend it to me
I know, that his trackbottoms
has a BIG writing there --- SMKDK = =
but i didnt mind it···
I have no choice already.

Unfortunately he answered me, " NO, mine is not been washing yet! "
*nervous*
I asked my little brother then
He got me the same answer···
" mine one still in the washer! "
*nervous+++++++++++++*

Then eventually that I didnt go to school today
which mean ponteng lo!! eeeeee mumbling···

nii, sorry o~
left you alone =o=
I've phoned you yesterday night
but i thought you sleep already~

Monday, January 18, 2010

sleepless night

I cant get to sleep last night..

I went to bed at 10pm
but i was just lying on my bed
doing nothing··· no sleep···
I dont know what was i thinking about.
blablabla~~

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
then woke up , saw the clock
OH MY GOD!!
it's already 12pm!!

So today ... exam...
I felt sleepy···
especially the bm2
i was just 'sei chang' !!
boooooooooooooooo-

Saturday, January 16, 2010

strangers···

I look on you as my friend
but you're not···

You seems very very cool towards me···
I wonder,
I'm just wondering what really happened to you!!?

If i met you i'll said hi
and you'll answered me
but you said it coldly.
I can felt it··· the cold
I felt extremely cold!

The way you treated me
I did't see the friendship
has been exist between both of us

I'll ask myself···
Have we met each other before?
or have we ever be friends?
But i got the answer···
it's No! You and me, are strangers.

You're likely, just a passerby for me
A person who walk past me···

You're too hard, too difficult for me
to understand, to know you deeply.
What ever are you doing?
What ever are you thinking?
What ever are you feeling?
All of that, I dont know.

But now,
I dont wanna know about it at all···
Frankly, i no longer care about you
what i wish is you can still be my onlinebuddy.

I really worry about whether i hurt your feelings
If i've got hurt you···
sorry··· ···

by passerby

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy 2010!!!

WOOHOO!!!
I wish everyone Happy New Year 2010
and today is the first day of year 2010
so from now on
year 2010 is stepped in
to replace year 2009 ^^

2010, a very NEW NEW year!

in this new year
I feel worry...
really worry!
'coz i've to face the SPM!
a very terrible and horrible BIG exam!
I detest of it!
I think everyone does! right? =o=

ya! you're right!
I dont like exam
I dont like homework
even my studies
every tests every exams
i just blew them off!
all my homework delayed repeatedly
delayed and delayed without any good reason
that eventually i've got an accumulation of homework
it's a lot!
I know.
but I'm never try or even have an effort wanna finish it
lol! what such a lazy girl I am! =X HAHA!

holidays nearly finish~
there's only 3 days left T^T
school will soon be rolling around again
I cant be that lazy anymore!!!
(I hope that I can do it) ^^"
lol i think i can do it
BUT!
I'm very much doubt it actually =X
HAHA! anyway I'll change for the better~

2010
I've got many wishes ^^" hehe!

One, family live in peace, safe and free from disease~
Two, everyone be happy!
Three, SPM exam gets the best result (my target:all pass)
Four, get more independent
Five, be confident!!!
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.
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many more! ^^ haha! but these are all the main~
Hope that I got my wishes~

May all my wishes come TRUE~~!!