i pray..

today i got up very early.. about 5am
not insomnia.. but just cant sleep..
looked through the window..
and inadvertently saw a lot of smoke..
smoke and fire.. near the lake there..
it was horribly terrific.. scary..
i prayed no one injured or death in that fire..
i felt scared.. at that time.. i need him..

admirer or lover?

girls generation's new song
HOOT really so nice! i like it~
so perfect their mv~ haha
they all so lengleng~ i like them!

but i've got a weird feeling..
be your admirer or lover?
which one is better? admirer i chose..
it is so good to be an idol
or an admirer of u..
coz u will never ever feel bored of them
and love them forever..

immortal..

today at tuition there..
shared some photos with nii..
but she accidentally saw his photos..
i immediately stopped her..
they all still in there..
never thinking wanna delete it all..
the thing that i showed in standby..
at there still..
before i really got deleted it..
but after that i wrote it back..
maybe i am accustom it to be there..
all things about u and me should changed..
but i didnt.. i dont wan..
though i know i shouldnt..
what to do.. en?..
crying.. it is superfluous..
every night before closing my eyes..
u appear.. it automatically tears..
try not to think of u but i just cant.
like to pretend..
just continue pretending it doesnt matter..
i should be strong..

...

still loving u..
still missing u..
i know i shouldn't..