immortal..

today at tuition there..
shared some photos with nii..
but she accidentally saw his photos..
i immediately stopped her..
they all still in there..
never thinking wanna delete it all..
the thing that i showed in standby..
at there still..
before i really got deleted it..
but after that i wrote it back..
maybe i am accustom it to be there..
all things about u and me should changed..
but i didnt.. i dont wan..
though i know i shouldnt..
what to do.. en?..
crying.. it is superfluous..
every night before closing my eyes..
u appear.. it automatically tears..
try not to think of u but i just cant.
like to pretend..
just continue pretending it doesnt matter..
i should be strong..