believing..

yay~ he gotta back on next sun!
which means still have 6days left hehe~
finally my countdown number turns to single number haha!
i was so excited looking forwards for his returning~
but now i am thinking.. after he was coming back..
then it's my turn to go for national service jo..
haha.. donwan but have to wan it still..
it's so gloomy.. i donknow after few months when i heading back..
what would happen to u, me and everyone.. especially u..
i admit.. i always make things simple but i could think for so much..
sometime it was just too much.. over thinking and worrying..
before, when the number still in the bigbig number..
i so hoped it can be moved faster to the zero..
but then right now.. when facing the single number..
i started worrying.. the day is getting nearer and nearer..
the day that i need to tell him the real..
after the real what would happening..
i know.. i'll bring him the sadness for sure..
but that's what i don hope to see so..
i felt so sad for yesterday's thing..
though i don really know what words i have said
that made u felt so suspicious of me..
and doubted for the things i have said..
but..
believe me.. i wont lie! =)

solou!!! stay strong always!!!!!!!!!